I would like to encourage you to bring things in to you to really look and feel them. Sometimes smaller will enable you to feel and handle and closely look at things. A small, smooth, cool heart with inlay being touched with your fingers can comfort. Or try just a small, full bouquet of flowers, sitting close to you, on your desk and you can see with detail the intricate beauty of them. Or perhaps a small, soft, plush bag with special trinkets inside to delight. Small is all.